a whole year gone and not one post...

Wow - I was on facebook reading everyone's status when I came across one from Ben's friend that linked me to his blog. Well this particular blog is one I love to read. It is insightful, uplifting, and funny. I found myself reading and reading! Then I remembered all the times I have had in my life that I won't remember if I don't write them down, I visited our blog and realized that 2010 is a wash...
Now I'm not saying that I will do better this coming year because let's face it I probably won't. It is the Christmas break right now and this is the first day with the kids. It is SO nice to be home. I feel like I am never here. I feel like I am not around for my family enough. The thing is I don't know how to change it. I do enjoy working, just not this much. Ben is still working on contract out at Kennecott which is such a blessing, although he wishes he had more responsibility and of course would get hired by Kennecott. The kids are healthy and things are really good. What is missing? I am not sure. Maybe that is what 2011 will be all about. Me figuring out what true happiness means to me and my family. I know that I need to focus more on my spirituality and my relationship with my Savior. I have many opportunities ahead of me this year where if I do what I am asked to do the outcome for my personal growth will be immense. Wish me luck!